I am…

I am learning to accept change.

Sometimes life throws you a curve ball and you are forced to deal with it head on. There’s no way around it…it just has to be dealt with. You all know I am one for routines and “sameness” in a way…but right now I am learning that I have to adapt. It’s really eye opening.

I am remembering that writing is my outlet.

Hence, the not so long break…

I am thinking about my future.

I am rediscovering the importance of truth.

(more on this subject tomorrow) 

I am embracing active living.

Walks and yoga>running and gym time…at least for right now. Its what feels right.

I am listening more intently to myself. 

When you really tune in, you discover just how hard it really is to do so and how much you were slacking on it beforehand.

I am redefining what being productive means to me.

I am accepting that life has its phases.

If the one you are in now seems hard, you can get through it knowing that something better and different is right around the corner.

I am learning from my past.

I am realizing that you can’t make the same mistake twice.

The second time it’s a choice.

I am shifting my priorities.

I am acknowledging that nothing is forever.

Even if you can’t do something right now…it doesn’t always have to be that way. If you persevere through tough times, in no time you will be back to living exactly the life you want to live.

I am taking up new hobbies and discovering new passions.

I am clearing the clutter and getting organized in a whole new way.

Both physically and mentally.

I am finding me.

And right now…I am thanking all of you.

I know this post and the last few have been a bit cryptic…but I want you all to know I am okay.

Thank you for all the comments, tweets, emails, and all around genuine outreaches of support this past week. You reminded me that during tough times, the worst thing you can do is fold into yourself and stop connecting with others. The community we’ve built here is so strong and SO helpful. That’s why I’ve decided I am going to keep blogging at my normal frequency. It truly is my outlet for expression and stress relief…and being connected with all of you on a regular basis helps immensely!

So I have a little giveaway for you all just to show how much you really do mean to me!

Some of my favorite products are up for grabs and there will be two winners! Believe me…if I had enough money to send you all a prize…I WOULD! (sadly, shipping costs are B*TCH!! Winking smile)

One prize pack has:

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Humus Maximus and Seedlander Dr. Kracker’s, Black Mate Tea, and Peanut Flour!

And the other has:

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Purple Rice Crackers, Seedlander and Klassic Three Seed Dr. Kracker’s, and Raw Cashews!

To enter:

-Leave me a comment telling me something you are doing to live your best life!

You can get an additional entry for doing any of the following…

The giveaway will end Sunday night!

Have a happy day friends.

Kaila

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Friday Favorites

Does anyone else really enjoy Friday Favorites posts?! I hope they don’t bore you too much because I really love them. People always post about a mix of such cool things and I always end up getting exposed to a new product, a new site, or just a little something to spice up my day! It’s fun to see what other people have been enjoying lately…at least I think so.

So if you’re and FF hater, sooooorry but I am jumping on the bandwagon this week!

My Faves for this lovely Friday…

1. The trailer for the short film I am in!

          A Cows Tale Teaser from Howie Murray on Vimeo.

It was just released today! I love how everything is coming together and I am SO excited to see the finished product later this year.

2. Forever 21’s Workout Gear

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It’s cheap and really cute…and seems to be pretty good quality too! I just can’t justify spending a ton of money

3. Steamed Kabocha

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Since I am on a soft foods diet right now I can really roast up a crispy kabocha like I usually do. But that hasn’t stopped me from getting in some of my favorite food! I actually really like it steamed…it doesn’t lose any of its amazing flavor and the texture is really yummy! Might have to add this method in to the kabocha cooking rotation Smile

4. Healthy Aperture

I know, I know I’ve mentioned this site before (and have even been featured on it a few times Smile), but this past week there have been some particularly delicious looking dishes. I have my eye on these cinnamon raisin bagels

Weekend project perhaps?

5. End of the month magazine restock!

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I always look forward to the end of the month when all my magazine subscriptions come in the mail!

6. Summery Shoes

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I love when all the stores start putting out their Summer clothes…it means we are that much closer to warm weather.

7. This snack…

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I mentioned this yesterday. I know it doesn’t look like much but it is seriously delicious! No crunchy fruit for me right now so I heat up a chopped pear with some frozen blueberries until they are both warm and soft, then top with peanut butter. So good. Warm, melty peanut butter…omg.

What are some of your favorite things from the past week?

Any fun weekend plans?

I have hot yoga on the agenda tomorrow morning!! Haven’t gone in a while so I’m pretty excited!

What are your favorite stores to shop at?

When I am trying to be frugal, Marshalls and Forever 21…when I have a bit more money, Aerie and Target!

Have a great (long? I think for some of you!) weekend!!

Kaila

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Working Rest Day

Thank you thank you thank you for all the well wishes on yesterday’s interview!!! I think it went pretty well! So we shall see Smile

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Sunday is traditionally a day of rest and I guess it was…in a way. I took the day off from exercise (been taking a few more rest days than usual)…opting for some yoga…but I did not take the day off from chores, school work, and CLEANING!

Forget Spring cleaning…it’s all about Winter cleaning! Winking smile

I was a machine today!! Shoveling, room cleaning, laundry, food prep, lunch making, de-cluttering, essay editing…I did it all. It was actually nice to be so busy on a rest day! It kept me occupied and I didn’t even really miss my lack of a workout<-something I look forward to in my day!

Just check out the garbage bags from cleaning my room!

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[FOUR FULL BAGS!! And they were heavaaaaay!]

Not that my room was that messy…but I just had A LOT of junk to get rid of! Mostly review books, old school supplies, and magazines. Felt good organize a bit and free up some space in my room. Neat freak alert Winking smile

Well aside from having a pretty productive day, I rounded up a bunch of stuff to share with you all from around the web! I didn’t do my usual link love post this week and since Valentines Day is coming up…I thought it would be appropriate to end the weekend with a little LOVE.

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[Following Popchips lead! I’ll have a review of their new variety later this week!]

I’ve been reading so many new blogs lately and discovering a ton of fun sites! My google reader is totally packed…but I can’t help it…too many amazing writers, bloggers, cooks, and people in general out there!

[note: all pictures are from the links associated with them unless otherwise specified]

New Blogs I’m Loving:

Melissa Nibbles- this girl is HILARIOUS!

The Smart Kitchen-AMAZING recipes and a great writer as well! I especially want to experiment with this:

Homemade Seitan!

Fun Food:

Tuna CHIPS

Okay…so if you’re not a tuna lover these might sound a little unappetizing. But I have been on a tuna kick lately so I think they sound amazing!!

No Sugar Added Strawberry Muffins

Perfectly festive for the holiday!

UBER Healthy Banana Bread

Dairy Free Chocolate Cake

Cookie Dough Cakes

 

Aside from the tuna chips…all these would be perfect for a sweet treat on V-day. And hey…maybe the tuna chips would work too…haha, depending on your tastes! Winking smile

Promising Pins:

[I am such a dork…WHY DO I FIND THIS SO FUNNY?!]

[Yes Ryan…yes you did]

[every time.]

[Appropriate since the Grammy’s are on tonight!!! Who’s watching?!]

I’m a little obsessed with the Humor page on Pinterest if ya couldn’t tell.

Speaking of the Grammy’s……I LOVE BRUNO MARS!!! His performance at the top of the show was just FAN-freakin-TASTIC…not to mention he’s adorable…

Why hello there…

Have a good Monday everyone…I know it’s not anyone’s fave but lets try and make it great! Or at least semi-tolerable Smile

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Are you/did you watch the Grammy’s?

It’s actually my favorite awards show! Not as boring as the others and there are always such cool performances!

Lazy Sunday’s or Busy Sunday’s? Which do you prefer?

Any new sites you’re loving lately?

Kaila

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